他曾经~

他曾经因为我生病
而关心我
他曾经因为我不吃
而打包给我
他曾经因为我心情不好
而和我谈心事
他曾经因为我想去玩
而抽空陪我
他曾经。。
他曾经。。
他的每一个曾经
都清楚的播放在我脑海里
可惜
就因为他的曾经
让我与他
变成了陌生人

心动~

我依然记得我们见面的第一天，你穿着一身朋友们所谓的ah beng，在教授面前调皮的聊天。而我就是那个新来的学妹，悄悄的告诉旁边认识不久的同学。S："哪个学长好咯说哦～"最难为情莫过于，让另一位学长逮个正，还直接走到我旁边告诉我，你可是他们帮的loud speaker呢～

一次的机缘巧合，我们认识了。原来私底下的你比我还要好玩，我也是很调皮，所以很快成为好朋友。学校的每一个角落都遗留我们的笑声和踪影。身边的朋友把我们凑成一对，你也从来没有否认过我们的关系。

朋友叫我向你告白，也许我们就差那么一步，就可以成为真正的情侣。我喜欢当时的相处方式，一起诳街看电影。每当我不开心，你来逗我开心。你心情不好是，我会陪在你身边。也许表白可以让关系更近一步，但我害怕被拒绝，情愿保持现状。

有一天，你突然告诉我，你喜欢她。我也慢慢和你保持距离。那一刻我才知道，原来你一直都把我当小妹妹般照顾。

你知道吗？你好残忍。你让我心动了，却也让我心死。从此，我不再接你的电话，不回你的信息，因为我怕收不回对你的感情。我们最爱的地方和食物，我戒掉了。我甚至不敢看你的照片，有关你的消息都不想听。

曾经听过一句话：＂人在剥洋葱的过程会不断地流泪，但要剥到最后才知道原来洋葱是没有心的。＂没有剥开前，我会期待奇迹出现。难道，你是无心让我心动吗？

Liar~

you say you are my friend
but you doesn't act like one
you say you won't leave me alone
but you left me without a word
you say you will be right here when i needed
but you never appear before
you say you understand me
but you never know what i feel
everything you say is just a lie
you never prove you care
you never prove you trust
you just the same liar like everyone do
and so do i
so~
stop acting you are innocent
all of us is a liar
just admit it
stop acting you are good
excuses me~
that part is not for you
stop acting you care
cause you never understand what people feel
STOP IT!
stop copying my dialogue
and stop saying i am a liar in front of my "FRIENDS"
as if i care
STOP IT!
i can live alone, study alone, play alone
so~
happy with that
stop it! and stay away from me~
LIAR!!

stranger~

What happen to my friendship??
seem like stranger when i meet them~
the distance between all of us much more far~
is this what i want?
from the start i the one who keep on stay away~
shouldn't i be happy or glad?
but
why i seem no mood, my heart pain bleeding~
why i mad, sad when they still go on without me?
shouldn't i happy?
cause they still go on without me~
this is a happy ending isn't it?
everyone still go on~
but
why i feel lonely and hated myself so much?
should i keep my feeling?
should i??
this just a temporary feeling right?
just temporary~
after a while
i will be alright~
i will be good as usual~
yes i will~
i think~~