Birthday~

i thought this year birthday gotta be different

but

most or least the same

nothing special

no surprise

no cake

no celebration

no present

no birthday song

no wishes

what sad birthday

when back home

open a pudding

put a candle

and

sing a birthday song to myself

i didn't expect much

i just want to have a normal birthday like others do

surround with friends and family

but nobody seem understand

nevermine

at least i still here

still here

Happy Birthday to Me!

Christmas~

hmm~
hmm~
my christmas this year still the same
giving present time
giving is the best thing i can do
but i still feel lonely
didn't expect so much
but at least i can give
i relook at my list
wow
a lot of my friend is missing in flash
come and go
come and go
but i still like giving them a warm love present from me
just hope them have a happy chrismas and holiday
the only thing i wish for christmas this year is
i have a bunch of truth friends
i love to have friends a around me
Amen

"Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday, Friends"

i miss~

hmm~
what can i say this day
my life for now is totally different
where my friends go?
lefted me alone here
every time heard bout their outing, party
what bout me?
why missing me out?
i'm free
i'm available
why no me in the list
i miss those crazy day
i miss all of us fooling around
i miss our sleep over
i miss the way we chat
i miss every thing.
i miss every single moment we together!!