Saturday, May 1, 2010

i give up~


I THOUGHT
i thought u understand
i thought i could believe u
i thought i could tell u everything
i thought u are the different
but
I WRONG
i wrong that u will care about me
i wrong that u would bother what is happen to me
i wrong that u treat me as true friend
I GIVE UP
i give up everything before i couldn't let go
i give up the thinking of i could have a true friend
i give up for the very last time
I WILL
i will hidden every single pain
i will just cry in the middle of the night
i will talk to my diary
i will reserve my belonging
i will just stay within myself
i will wear that unchangeable mask in front of u
i will smile
don't worry
i still use to be alone
in those empty house
i really use to it~