confusing~

life is really not what i expected
everything that happen around me
seem like a dream
sometime really wish it was a dream
but the truth wont change
my heartbeat is getting weaker
who can tell me what should i do
whenever i try to correct all the thing i done
it never success
maybe i should give up
but there a brunch of promise will tear off
i still have a lot of responsibility
no matter
as a daughter
a sister
a friend
confusing~~

decision~

stupid
now i realise i just too stupid
who bother what i think
who care when i down
the thing i expected is just too much for me
i shouldn't give up the 1st decision
now i cant returning back
letting go is the best way
but i cant
stupid~~
i really cant let it go
i will cry
but who bother
seem like anyone bother before~

take care my friend~

as day pass by

one by one silently walk away from my life

make my tear flowing down silently

but i wont let anyone know

i have to be strong

missing those crazy day

fooling around

although i just a little tiny part of your life

but i really grateful to know u

missing your voice

missing chit chat with u

just hope u will happy always

beside your family

missing you

take care~~