When there were me and you~

it's funny when you find yourself
looking from the outside
i'm standing here but all i want
is to be over there
why did i let myself believe
miracles could happen
cause now i have to pretend
that i don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my
feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and
changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my
feelings with the truth
because I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
and I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

never fit in~

walking alone in the street
seem like everything
not belong to me~
really loss control on my feet
walking under the rain
try my best to belong to the world
but it never fit in

what should i do with my life??

sometime
life is weird
the more you reject
the more is coming
but
when you wish for sometime
it never came true
life is really meaningless
but yet
there human got what they wanted
what should i do with it??

爱情的愿~

一棵流星
或许可以许一个爱情的愿
但是
一场爱情
绝对不能像流星一样瞬间消逝
所以
在流星未消逝前
要把握时几
许下一场甜美的爱情

what should i do??

what should i do??

should i tell them??

should i??

when you dont want to do one thing~

or you really cant afford to do so~

or when the time is really not right~

should you tell them about it??

should i??

really burden~~

feel like a big stone that have to carry all the ways~~

i have done so many wrong decision

should i turn back??

should i??

AHHH~~~

headche ar~~

what should i do??

i will treat myself better~

yesterday

i treat myself with a foot message

hmm..

i never treat myself good

i always buli myself

force myself to study

force myself to be other people

force myself to work

hmm

this foot message really relexing

after all a lot of people say is pain

but to me is okay

coz i ever treat myself more bad 

that really pain~

after finish message i feel like i back to childhood

like a stone has remove from me

from now i must treat myself better~