Tuesday, November 29, 2011

end of november~

wow
is the last day of november
hmm
i think this month i didn't updated my blog
seem a bit too busy with
study
emotional
family
friend
him
what a month
too much thing to do
too much thing to think
too much thing to say

now everyone should be busy revising just like the bee
beez here beez there
seem like too much too learn but
main thing is
we love last min studying

dont know why
keep on feeling been lefted out
this month
the number of outing?
can be count
twice?
with buddy
once is walk walk with no direction
another once is thankgiving day
short outing
others?
shop, house, bookstore and library
just few min will do

no matter what
family is still a headache stuff
specially this month
new member gotta enter soon
that the most shocking news
but yet still have to face it

AHH!
where all my friend gone
they seem have new one forget the old one
didnt find them they complaining here and there
gossiping here and there
find them say we are 'FAN'
dont bother to reply us
hmm
headache again
my standing in their heart
PROVEN
left confirmation letter only

i have decided to give up on him
confession?
totally OUT!
is not way i wanted
but to let go
hard
trying
totally stupid
from beginning just friend till the end also friend
he keep on giving me hint
is totally hurt la idiot

so is the last day of November
what can i say
a lot thing to remember
friendship day, purse without money, etc
from 11th to the end
up and down
left and right
next month of this day i will officially 21
i know same routine
no friend no family celebration
i think alone again
is already been 21years like this
nevermine
i already use to it