i give up~

I THOUGHT

i thought u understand

i thought i could believe u

i thought i could tell u everything

i thought u are the different

but

I WRONG

i wrong that u will care about me

i wrong that u would bother what is happen to me

i wrong that u treat me as true friend

I GIVE UP

i give up everything before i couldn't let go

i give up the thinking of i could have a true friend

i give up for the very last time

I WILL

i will hidden every single pain

i will just cry in the middle of the night

i will talk to my diary

i will reserve my belonging

i will just stay within myself

i will wear that unchangeable mask in front of u

i will smile

don't worry

i still use to be alone

in those empty house

i really use to it~