confusing~

life is really not what i expected
everything that happen around me
seem like a dream
sometime really wish it was a dream
but the truth wont change
my heartbeat is getting weaker
who can tell me what should i do
whenever i try to correct all the thing i done
it never success
maybe i should give up
but there a brunch of promise will tear off
i still have a lot of responsibility
no matter
as a daughter
a sister
a friend
confusing~~