stranger~

What happen to my friendship??
seem like stranger when i meet them~
the distance between all of us much more far~
is this what i want?
from the start i the one who keep on stay away~
shouldn't i be happy or glad?
but
why i seem no mood, my heart pain bleeding~
why i mad, sad when they still go on without me?
shouldn't i happy?
cause they still go on without me~
this is a happy ending isn't it?
everyone still go on~
but
why i feel lonely and hated myself so much?
should i keep my feeling?
should i??
this just a temporary feeling right?
just temporary~
after a while
i will be alright~
i will be good as usual~
yes i will~
i think~~