很想念～

心真的很烦
每当朋友们发冬至的祝福给我
我又过普通的一天
没有汤圆的冬至
是冬至吗？
我真的想和别人一样～
但很难吧～
365天是一样
家人都忙
不然就不在
忙了
忘了
好想念一家人团圆
真的很想念～

meaning of family and friend~

What is the meaning of family?
can someone answer me
please respect others
don't think you are highly educated
then you can simply treat people that way
so what
my family don't need you guys
you guys just way way too far
do you know you hurt people indirectly
do you think we needed you guys
sorry
i can say that we don't need you
we can live peacefully without you guys
really shorten my life only
please mind in heart
in this world there is nothing more important then family
if that you understand
but i think we are not family right??

what is the meaning of friend?
friend is not an item
that you can simply throw it away when you don't need it
or simply just make it yours when you need it
what do you think i am?
toy?
sorry, i am a human with feeling
please don't make trust you and broke my trust
i really really faith up with this friendship thing
you guy is the one who tell me
friend wont left you
when you needed them
they will be here
don't keep too many thing within myself
what the~
where is those promises
now i understand
i know what i gotta do
thanks for the "CARE"

end up my trust~

at last
i have the same situation again
it was started
when i started to believe someone
really make me so disappointed
where have you been when i needed you
you really a good good actor
give you a big applause
you just way way too far
thanks for those care
i appreciate it
but
now i realise
i just too native to believe you
that will end up my trust on you

can't forgive~

at last

i still cant forgive them

yesterday should a nice memories for me

but seem like

it doesn't mean anything

every single thing i do

it doesnt make sense

i feel it was very wrong

when other busy with their thing

how could they possible remember what is your feeling

they indirectly way of doing

make me damnly mad and heart broken

what kind of friends are you guy are

i know i not prefect

but

at least i know how to respect others

please stop acting you are right

you really break others hearts and it really hurt

you really make me hate you deeply and make myself a sinner

what in earth are happening

do you know the truth?

if you dont know please dont act as if you are know something

don simply judge

i hate it

when i keep on let it be as if i was wrong

STOP IT!!

you will get your pushisment

you make me dont forgive you~

way out~

i have find a way out

but

can someone assist me?

LOST~

i lost my direction

i lost my way

should i believe you to led me the way?

should i?

can i trust anyone?

can i?

他曾经~

他曾经因为我生病
而关心我
他曾经因为我不吃
而打包给我
他曾经因为我心情不好
而和我谈心事
他曾经因为我想去玩
而抽空陪我
他曾经。。
他曾经。。
他的每一个曾经
都清楚的播放在我脑海里
可惜
就因为他的曾经
让我与他
变成了陌生人