what would you do?

when someone sudden treat you so cold
what would you do?
when situation becoming worst
what would you do?
when every single dream just tear off
what would you do?
when the secret you hidden is explore
what would you do?
when someone tell you they hate you
what would you do?
when the medical report said you would die soon
what would you do?
when every single stuff around you is not belong to you
what would you do?
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME??
WHAT SHOULD I DO??

dream world~

this few day
i don't know how should describe
i lose my few pieces of puzzle
they seem like playing hide and seek with me
they doesn't tell me where do they hide
another piece of puzzle
that missing all of the while
had jump out
company me dreaming
listening to my complaint
what happen to the world??
upside down??
i don't know i should be happy or sad
i scare i just dreaming
hoping this dream won't fade out~

mask~

SMILE
to me just a mask on my face
CRY
i will only hidden it within myself

who will understand the pain~

so far away~

This few days without you
seem
my life doesn't has meaning at all
i miss
your voice
your laugh
the way you treat me
but you seem doesn't bother at all
who am i to you?
i decide
after this
i will kept my stance away from you
just stay away from you
is better for you and me~

uncontrollable

the sky seem always cloudy
my feeling is weird
sudden feel is my life is suck
my heart is crazy
telling me to do something i shouldn't be
my eyes is broken
deep in the dark my tears flowing
my mouth is uncontrollable
scolding everyone around me
what has happen to me?
my brain is slowly slowly down
slowly i cant control myself
do forgive me if something gone wrong

I just want to be good~

What can i say
when you hate me very much
What should i do
when you doesn't even care about me
What should i tell
when you don't even understand me
What do i expect
when you have broke my trust on you
All the way
I just want to be good~

hate me

sorry girl if make u sad
i doesn't mean it
although you didn't tell me but know
just look through your eye
i know you hate me
because i taken your "stuff"
really sorry
but i didn't taken it
just that......
if i explain do you forgive
i know you hate me
although you didn't show it out
sorry
don't hate me
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