hate me

sorry girl if make u sad
i doesn't mean it
although you didn't tell me but know
just look through your eye
i know you hate me
because i taken your "stuff"
really sorry
but i didn't taken it
just that......
if i explain do you forgive
i know you hate me
although you didn't show it out
sorry
don't hate me
090909

doesnt work~~

it seem doesn't really work
i try my best
but lastly the history
still started all over again
what should i do
anyone tell me??

i not understand
sometime it appear again
make me hard to make decision
whether i should
hold it back
or let it go
everyone said
time will heal all of it
but
do it work??
make me afraid to move on
really scare
sudden it will disappear again~

one day will do~

sometimes really wish it will be happen to me

but never~

it just like a dream when you are sleep

when u awake it disppear

beautiful dream never appear

wish wish wish

just a wish

shooting star almost useless~~

hope one day you will understand me~~

one day~~

ONE DAY WILL DO~~~

When there were me and you~

it's funny when you find yourself
looking from the outside
i'm standing here but all i want
is to be over there
why did i let myself believe
miracles could happen
cause now i have to pretend
that i don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my
feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and
changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my
feelings with the truth
because I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
and I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

never fit in~

walking alone in the street
seem like everything
not belong to me~
really loss control on my feet
walking under the rain
try my best to belong to the world
but it never fit in

what should i do with my life??

sometime
life is weird
the more you reject
the more is coming
but
when you wish for sometime
it never came true
life is really meaningless
but yet
there human got what they wanted
what should i do with it??