decision~

stupid
now i realise i just too stupid
who bother what i think
who care when i down
the thing i expected is just too much for me
i shouldn't give up the 1st decision
now i cant returning back
letting go is the best way
but i cant
stupid~~
i really cant let it go
i will cry
but who bother
seem like anyone bother before~

take care my friend~

as day pass by

one by one silently walk away from my life

make my tear flowing down silently

but i wont let anyone know

i have to be strong

missing those crazy day

fooling around

although i just a little tiny part of your life

but i really grateful to know u

missing your voice

missing chit chat with u

just hope u will happy always

beside your family

missing you

take care~~

what would you do?

when someone sudden treat you so cold
what would you do?
when situation becoming worst
what would you do?
when every single dream just tear off
what would you do?
when the secret you hidden is explore
what would you do?
when someone tell you they hate you
what would you do?
when the medical report said you would die soon
what would you do?
when every single stuff around you is not belong to you
what would you do?
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME??
WHAT SHOULD I DO??

dream world~

this few day
i don't know how should describe
i lose my few pieces of puzzle
they seem like playing hide and seek with me
they doesn't tell me where do they hide
another piece of puzzle
that missing all of the while
had jump out
company me dreaming
listening to my complaint
what happen to the world??
upside down??
i don't know i should be happy or sad
i scare i just dreaming
hoping this dream won't fade out~

mask~

SMILE
to me just a mask on my face
CRY
i will only hidden it within myself

who will understand the pain~

so far away~

This few days without you
seem
my life doesn't has meaning at all
i miss
your voice
your laugh
the way you treat me
but you seem doesn't bother at all
who am i to you?
i decide
after this
i will kept my stance away from you
just stay away from you
is better for you and me~

uncontrollable

the sky seem always cloudy
my feeling is weird
sudden feel is my life is suck
my heart is crazy
telling me to do something i shouldn't be
my eyes is broken
deep in the dark my tears flowing
my mouth is uncontrollable
scolding everyone around me
what has happen to me?
my brain is slowly slowly down
slowly i cant control myself
do forgive me if something gone wrong