never fit in~

walking alone in the street
seem like everything
not belong to me~
really loss control on my feet
walking under the rain
try my best to belong to the world
but it never fit in

what should i do with my life??

sometime
life is weird
the more you reject
the more is coming
but
when you wish for sometime
it never came true
life is really meaningless
but yet
there human got what they wanted
what should i do with it??

爱情的愿~

一棵流星
或许可以许一个爱情的愿
但是
一场爱情
绝对不能像流星一样瞬间消逝
所以
在流星未消逝前
要把握时几
许下一场甜美的爱情

what should i do??

what should i do??

should i tell them??

should i??

when you dont want to do one thing~

or you really cant afford to do so~

or when the time is really not right~

should you tell them about it??

should i??

really burden~~

feel like a big stone that have to carry all the ways~~

i have done so many wrong decision

should i turn back??

should i??

AHHH~~~

headche ar~~

what should i do??

i will treat myself better~

yesterday

i treat myself with a foot message

hmm..

i never treat myself good

i always buli myself

force myself to study

force myself to be other people

force myself to work

hmm

this foot message really relexing

after all a lot of people say is pain

but to me is okay

coz i ever treat myself more bad 

that really pain~

after finish message i feel like i back to childhood

like a stone has remove from me

from now i must treat myself better~

lossing a friend~

donno what happen

this few day

she doesnt wanted to talk to me

sad~~

i really donno what happen

have i hurt her??

if i do, do tell me!

sorry~

i doesnt mean it~~

without a heart

What will you do if one day

you realize you could live for 3 months
what will you do if one day
you realize whole family has disappear
what will you do if one day
you realize your best friend has betray you
what will you do if one day
you realize you live without a heart



sudden all this word appear
when listen to
8eight - without a heart
really a touch song that make me cry
this is the 1st time i listen to song and cry
the music really melt my heart
what will you do??