BLANK~

chinese new year is near

but to me

still the same

plus is almost the end of january

what have i done?

nothing~

blank life

my friends all busy with preparation

but me

too free till don't know what to do

i miss everyone around although i just meet them

i really don't know what should i do with my life

can anyone lead me tell me

yesterday my friend ask me

what am i good at?

again blank answer

just like my aunt asked me

what is my dream?

BLANK

why am i study ACCA?

BLANK

what i gotta do next?

I REALLY DON'T KNOW!

my sisters my brothers

all have their dream

but me

NOTHING

what a life i have?

sometime i really tired

can i end up here

Can I?

weird~

this few days really weird

my feeling really down

my tear flowing down suddenly

i love to stand middle of the rain

i not afraid of lighting and storm that i usually do

not having any food for whole day without feeling hungry

madding everyone around me without reason

dancing around like insane

texting with someone i really hate the most

what on the earth have happen~

i needed someone to talk to

but who?

weird

everyone seem busy

or avoiding?

what am i thinking about?

keep on feeling this way

i needed you where are you?

weird