IS OFFICIALLY END...
Friday, February 24, 2012
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
10 days~
open and close eyes
pop!
10 days over
i already here for 10 days
hmm
what can i say
meet new friends
but
they remind me those friends another side
will they sincerely treat meet?
will they do the same thing as the other side friends?
hmm
let it be
just doing my part here
i won't disappointed my parent anymore
and the friends which sincerely want me success
i prove they all are wrong
beware "friends"
i gotta beat you guys up
10 days here
i feel grateful
with the help of friends and family
the one who accompany me everyday
thanks a lot
i love you =P
although he made me mad some times
but yet he still the best ever
at ex-college
i learn what is life
i learn how cruel people treat you when you are nothing
i learn what friend mean
i learn how to let go
i learn that not all friend have true heart and will back stab you from the back
i learn human have two faces
i learn how to read body language
beware friends
i gotta back soon
beware of my changes
you guy will shock
and you guys will know you guys are wrong from the first
want forgiveness?
i will forgive but doesn't mean you guys can use me for second time
after all
i growing up
no matter in physical or mentally
=)
Sunday, February 12, 2012
to him~
to him:
hey,
i'm really sorry
really really sorry
this time i come back didn't meet you up
i promise i will meet you up every time i come back
but this time i really sorry
not i don't want to meet you
but i been grounded
because of me forgetful
please please don't ignore me
i really mean it
this time i come back my mind wholly about you
i didn't put others in my mind
that why i forget
i just want to make you happy but i don't know will end up like this
i really sorry
really really sorry
you want to scold me cheater or liar
i don't care
please forgive me
i really sorry
PLEASE~
Doom~
i really doom this time
totally doom
the one who excited about my come back
mad at me
because i'm stupid?
keep on forgetting things
i'm sorry
but he just wouldn't listen
he don't want talk to me
even a text also i didn't receive
this time come back
my whole mind just thinking about him
there no others thing
but how i gotta tell him this?
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
i coming home~
hmm
officially end of chinese new year
and i'm back
i been trap in white house for 2 weeks
because of my foolish, stubborn
make myself end up here
i looked back all the news, the update, the email i missed
everyone posting about
how happy they are in this dragon year
make me so so envy
ops~
tear started to drop again
early morning
taking out mp3
sitting down in plane silently
i coming home
but sooner i gotta leave again
leave to pursue my study
2 weeks in white house
i cried, i missed
everything pass through my mind like slide show
thinking
should i gather all my friend and tell them i gotta leave
but this few month not even one come approach me
asked where i have been
sad case
nevermine
i don't need then i can live happily alone and find others friend to talk to
this day
at least someone there
excited about i'm back
i don't know i should happy or not
hmm
life~ life~
why i never have a friend that forever?
why everytime they will walk out from my life?
hmm
might is the fact of life
my destiny
i will change that
today i will smiling meet that person
that person i loved before
if you ask me do i still like him?
i will not answer you this
the answer will forever hidden in the deepest place of my heart
hmm
let face it positively
thanks for everything
i gotta start new life soon
Goodbye old life
Welcome new life
=)
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Chinese New Years
What i'm doing in front of computer?
everyone busy decorating, clean up, reunion
but me?
hmm
alone sitting here
chinese new years?
not for me
althought my friends say they dont have chinese new years mood
but they still busy clean up
forget i feel alone waiting for textes
I'M LONELY!!!
this year i dont get any wishes
i know i not celebrating but i still hope someone wish me
now i know where i stand in my friends heart
i never exist before
i really feel sad and tear wanted to drop
i know my sister hate me for been special this few month
she hate me for my parent care me more
i think she will thought i purposely get my parent attention
but i not
i have hard time this few months
no matter facing friends or family
i know my family blaming me bring hard time for them
i bring shame to them even my friend think so
SORRY!
my fault my mistake
i bring shame to you guys
even ask them bring me out they also giving nonsense reason
i'm hurt
but i still have to be strong smile that i don't care
hope after this wind and rain there will be rainbow for me
Happy Chinese New Year, friends and family
hope you guys happy always
everyone busy decorating, clean up, reunion
but me?
hmm
alone sitting here
chinese new years?
not for me
althought my friends say they dont have chinese new years mood
but they still busy clean up
forget i feel alone waiting for textes
I'M LONELY!!!
this year i dont get any wishes
i know i not celebrating but i still hope someone wish me
now i know where i stand in my friends heart
i never exist before
i really feel sad and tear wanted to drop
i know my sister hate me for been special this few month
she hate me for my parent care me more
i think she will thought i purposely get my parent attention
but i not
i have hard time this few months
no matter facing friends or family
i know my family blaming me bring hard time for them
i bring shame to them even my friend think so
SORRY!
my fault my mistake
i bring shame to you guys
even ask them bring me out they also giving nonsense reason
i'm hurt
but i still have to be strong smile that i don't care
hope after this wind and rain there will be rainbow for me
Happy Chinese New Year, friends and family
hope you guys happy always
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Dear friends~
Dear Friend,
I really feel disappointed right now
at first i thought is my attitude been wrong to you guy i try to change
once i change nothing bring different
i always thought you guys gotta be special to me
but i still wrong
when you guys need me
immediately text me call me
if i break promise you guys scold me, mad me
what about the promise you guys make to me
never let me alone
now even the one i trust the most also the same
that day yet scold me i'm annoying
sorry then i wont disturb you forever
happy?
today is the third day
i see how much you care
say myself will appear after i gone
let see how appear
who need who the most
need me then find me
i keep on giving never ask to return
now i really tired
i tired of serving people that not appreciate what i done
last time i wont mind wont care
but is already too much
every time cheat me i keep silent don't want to ashame you off
but i never never lie to you
is you the one who not believe
then let it be
i owe you?
wanna count who owe who
i think you guys owe me more
needed help i will be there
i needed someone there sure be reason
now your 'good friends' are holiday
then you don't need me
alright then
i gotta leave soon
i gotta leave without left you guys anything
GOODBYE and SO LONG SUCKER!
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